Diary 2002

It is really nice feeling apabila kita baca balik diari lama (",)

Baca balik plan yang kita plan for future. Some plan yang i wrote down is on 24/12/2002. In the diari I name it as Kompas Kehidupan. Huhu.. the plan is to graduate on time, working as executive, show credibility and save some money. When stable, i wrote down there I want to; first married hehehehe.. and second; open my own business.

If based on my Kompas Kehidupan 24/12/2002, I think I'm in the show credibility and save some money step. Banyak lagi rupanya yang harus I do to make sure Kompas Kehidupan complete.

Insallah, ada rezeki ada la tu.

The thing always that
really believe in,
And the believe in a thing
make it happen!

Ada juga some ayat-ayat yang dapat membangkitkan semangat macam how to be a good leader, dare to lead and some Lurve story lama.

Some like;

"I'm
mahal, cukup berharga
dan
sukar ditemui,
me"

"Attitude, a combination of brains and a lot of charisma"

and ada satu yang membuatkanku tersenyum;

"Bila kita mula menyintai...
Kita akan hilang separuh
kesedaran diri...

Bila kita mula disayangi...
Kita akan memenuhi segala
kehendak hati...

Tapi...

Bila cintaku kau akhiri...
Kau akan disusun sesalan
hingga ke mati..."

Mungkin dulu ini yang membezakan aku dengan student lain. Lelaki ada diari huhu.. I have direction where I want to go. I know what I'm doing and I know why I'm here. Mungkin ini juga pendorong hingga graduate (something yang tak kan pernah aku lupakan ialah masa hari konvo. One of the great-great day in my life) and searching for a better and great life.

It seams that from dulu I like to plan. Like to be incharge. Like to lead. So, this is why I think I like my current job. My career acctually.

Some phrase or moto yang I made for 12th College, UPM is "Born to be a leader". Sampai skrg masih digunapakai I think.

Dalam diary ada 2 kisah with 2 different girls. One I meet during Matriculation and 1 during University time.

1, lost in time and 1, still keep in touch. And now year 2008 1 lagi cerita bermula... and for her, expecially for her..

"Taman hati yang telah lama dibujurkan itu,
jangan ada sesiapa cuba menyapunya.
Biarkan daun-daun kering itu pasrah
mengulangi panas mentari dan kelam,
Mana tahu ia bisa jadi baja
untuk pohon-pohon lain tegak subur
kemudian wajib pula tegar
menunggu keputusan takdir"

(",) I do really like today. Anything happen tomorrow, I have no regret.